so here it is, my birthday. i don't really take that like 'holiday' or something because i haven't pass through nice things in life, there was so much pain and tears but.. i'm17 now. time is just so.. huh it's going too fast. don't know which words should i use.. but, i have read so much beautiful birthday-wishes from people who follow me and it just made my day better. thank you, everyone, i love you. i wish some persons back in my life and i can't describe how much i miss them, and i am just not me without them, i hope i'll have them back one day.. all i want in this life, is just to be happy. nothing else is not important..
i am just waking up everyday and hoping it will get better but then i remember all my problems and stuff.. and then my heart breaks into a million pieces. can't take that anymore, no more..
once again, thanks for all nice things that you have write to me, maybe i am not answer at all but i saw it and read.
thank you !
i am just waking up everyday and hoping it will get better but then i remember all my problems and stuff.. and then my heart breaks into a million pieces. can't take that anymore, no more..
once again, thanks for all nice things that you have write to me, maybe i am not answer at all but i saw it and read.
thank you !
but first, here's pro.
now this....
