"it was just my DREAM"

Before you begin to spread false information about me, live out my life as i have i lived. Cry as many tears i cried. Love as strongly as i have loved. I laughed at all the mistakes of others, and now i do. I became what i'm told that i will never be! Therefore, people who mean the most to me, leave me! Emilio left me. Why should i live? I'm not worthy to be with someone. Having a boyfriend. Why should have boyfriend? Because come to "friend" me and lying to my face and his? No, thanks. I prefer to be alone. Without anyone else. What will someone else? That offends me, that points a finger at me? To be true to his favorite and i'm actually in his opinion, a whore? No, thanks. I prefer to don't have friends. I have a brother, mom, dad. Enough. They understand me best. Once i had everything, and now? There is nothing. He went, he left me. And that is guy? No, no. It's just a coward who ran away a second time for what? Because of the lies. To me he loved as formerly, would not be gone! He would remain there. He would remain with me. Regardless of the rumors. "I wish i could believe you, but i can't,pride is stronger!" Pride is stronger than your love? Okay. You never loved me, as i loved you, as i love you. :'( ♥